falling.

I wonder if you know how much your words keep breaking me down. I'm trying to hold myself up so I don't fall again, into that place I hate so much, the one that consists of smiles that aren't natural& shutting the world out.

I want to be happy. &For once I wana surround myself w/ people who love me, & don't make me feel like shit all the time.

I just wana move out already.