how do I feel?

Overwhelmed. Tired. Foolish. Mad. Scared. Lonely.

Frustrated. Empty. Loss. Trapped. Naive. Nothing.

We failed once. So we tried. Then we failed. Then we tried, then we failed. Then we tried, & tried, & tried, & tried. & We're still failing. So much so that I feel so numb. I don't know what to feel anymore, or if I could ever do so again.