okay.

because you're the only one who's ever "fought for me".

- - - - -

I guess the only way to ever really heal, is to actually let yourself.

It's not gonna come naturally. & You have to learn to trust again, & take risks. & Just believe, but it's the only way.

You're the only one who's ever understood me, & been patient w/ me. The only one who I've ever heard the words "don't leave me" from.

How is it that someone w/ as much as two years of history can tell me to let go, yet someone w/ as a little as a week of history can tell me to stay?

& That's why I'll try.